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A touching memoir of life with an alcoholic father who secretly works with the CIA, a dark pilgrimage through the valley of depression and addiction, and finding a faith to redeem and a strength to forgive.
"This is a record of my life as I remember it—but more importantly, as I felt it."
At the age of sixteen, Ian Morgan Cron was told by his mother that his father, a motion picture executive, worked with the CIA in Europe. This astonishing revelation, coupled with his father's dark struggle with alcoholism, upended the world of a teenager struggling to become a man.
Born into a family of privilege and power, Ian's life is populated with colorful people and stories as his father takes the family on a wild roller-coaster ride through wealth and poverty and back again.
Decades later, as he faced his own personal demons, Ian realized that the only way to find peace was to voyage back through a painful childhood marked by extremes—privilege and poverty, violence and tenderness, truth and deceit—that he’d spent years trying to escape.
- A fast-paced, unique memoir about the power of forgiveness from the bestselling author of The Road Back to You
- Details his father’s struggle with alcohol and Cron’s own journey from addiction to twenty-three years of sobriety
- Encouragement to see God’s redemptive power through life’s struggles
In this surprisingly funny and forgiving memoir, Ian reminds us that no matter how different the pieces may be, in the end we are all cut from the same cloth, stitched by faith into an exquisite quilt of grace.
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherThomas Nelson
- Publication dateJune 6, 2011
- File size1739 KB
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-Dr. Rowan Williams, Archbishop of Canterbury
"Ian Cron has the gift of making his human journey a parable for all of our journeys. Read this profound book and be well fed, and freed."
-Fr. Richard Rohr, O.F.M., author of Everything Belongs
"Ian Morgan Cron's story is a compelling one… Each turn of the page will draw you closer to God."
-Craig Groeschel, author of The Christian Atheist
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- The Most Rev. Dr. Rowan Williams - The Archbishop of Canterbury
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- The Most Rev. Dr. Rowan Williams - The Archbishop of Canterbury
"Ian Cron has the gift of making his human journey a parable for all of our journeys. Read this profound book and be well fed, and freed."
-Fr. Richard Rohr, author of Everything Belongs: The Gift of Contemplative Prayer
"Ian Cron is a brilliant writer. This is the kind of book that you don't just read. It reads you."
- Mark Batterson, author of In a Pit with a Lion on a Snowy Day: How to Survive and Thrive When Opportunity Roars
"Ian Cron walks us through the drama of his life, making us laugh and cry with him every step of the way. His memoir is filled with everything from boyhood stories of celebrating communion in the woods to chipmunks and blue jays, to poignant reflections about growing up with an alcoholic father. Ian's honesty, vulnerability, and humor will bring a measure of healing to all who go on the journey with him."
-Jim Wallis, President of Sojourners, and best-selling author of God's Politics, and Rediscovering Values
"I like stories. And this is a good one. Ian Cron has a ton to teach the world. And he's gentle as he does it. Here it is: The Gospel of Ian... not in the top four gospels, but it's pretty magnificent. And it's sure evidence that God continues to tell the extraordinary story of grace through the lives of ordinary people."
-Shane Claiborne, author and activist, and co-compiler of Common Prayer
"Simply the best memoir I have read in years. It is engaging, clever, heartbreaking, and God-drenched in all the right ways."
- Phyllis Tickle, author of The Great Emergence: How Christianity Is Changing and Why
"There are books you have to read because they are important for your work and books you want to read because they humanize you and deepen your soul. This is one of those want-to-read books, a portal that transports you into the struggles of childhood, the agony of alcoholism, the joys of coming of age, the terror and hope of parenthood, and the mystery of faith. Enthusiastically recommended."
-Brian McLaren, author of Naked Spirituality: A Life with God in 12 Simple Words
"Ian is an absolutely magnificent writer, and this memoir is a stunning work. With Miles Davis and squirrels and weddings and Red Bull and fawns and cliff diving--it's like he has this bottomless bucket of images and metaphors and they're all so spot-on brilliant. I literally had to put the book down several times because I began tearing up. What a gift!"
- Rob Bell, best-selling author of Love Wins and Velvet Elvis
"Ian Cron's story is a compelling one. Every turn of the page draws you closer to God."
-Craig Groeschel, author of The Christian Atheist
"At once touching and profound, poignant and full of grace, this is compelling writing of the highest order. I can't imagine anyone not being drawn deeper into the momentum of God's healing Spirit."
Jeremy Begbie, musician and Thomas A. Langford Research Professor of Theology, Duke University Divinity School; author, Resounding Truth: Christian Wisdom in the World of Music
"Ian Morgan Cron's daring writing lays bare the human journey with grace and wit. His confessional words combat despair and illuminate the path toward forgiveness and redemption we are all searching for."
- Makoto Fujimura, artist, author, and founder of International Arts Movement
About the Author
To introduce others to St. Francis, whom Cron has billed the "consummate postmodern saint," he authored Chasing Francis: A Pilgrim's Tale (September 2007, NavPress). Part historical narrative, part fiction, Cron's literary debut has received praise from a host of both Catholic and Protestant thinkers including The Archbishop of Canterbury Rowan Williams, the former Presiding Bishop of the Episcopal Church Frank Griswold, Phyllis Tickle, Marcus J Borg, Brian McLaren, artist Makoto Fujimura, Fr Richard Rohr, Tony Campolo and Brennan Manning. Chasing Francis: A Pilgrim's Tale is now being published in several languages.
An accomplished songwriter, he has two CDs of original work, "The Land of my Father's," produced by Grammy Award-nominated producer Rob Mathes and "Sacred Hunger," produced by three time Grammy Award-winning producer Phil Naish. Ian continues to be active as a songwriter.
Cron speaks extensively to audiences across the nation. He is presently speaking on the theme Bread, Song and Story, an evening of readings from his upcoming spiritual memoir (Thomas Nelson Publishers), integrated with live original music, and the celebration of a contemporary sung Eucharist that is deeply moving.
Ian is also a doctoral student at Fordham University (The Jesuit University in New York) where he is focusing his studies on Catholic contemplative spirituality and the work of Thomas Merton. In his spare time Ian enjoys hiking, traveling, and kayaking. He resides in Tennessee and Vermont with his wife and three children, and his Portuguese Water Dog, Hobbes.
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- ASIN : B0052FT38I
- Publisher : Thomas Nelson (June 6, 2011)
- Publication date : June 6, 2011
- Language : English
- File size : 1739 KB
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Sticky notes : On Kindle Scribe
- Print length : 274 pages
- Best Sellers Rank: #786,251 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #399 in Spiritual Biography
- #2,012 in Christian Self-Help
- #7,647 in Self-Help (Kindle Store)
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About the author
Ian Morgan Cron is a bestselling author, nationally recognized speaker, Enneagram teacher, trained psychotherapist, Dove Award-winning songwriter, and Episcopal priest. His books include the novel Chasing Francis and the spiritual memoir Jesus, My Father, the CIA, and Me. Ian draws on an array of disciplines—from psychology to the arts, Christian spirituality and theology—to help people enter more deeply into conversation with God and the mystery of their own lives. He and his wife, Anne, live in Nashville, Tennessee.
For more information, please visit www.ianmorgancron.com.
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It's cliche, but several times, it literally had me laughing in one moment and crying in the next. When the subjects include Jesus, alcohol, parenting, child-rearing, and a nanny, you have the foundation for some good story-telling. Cron does not disappoint.
What I really appreciated about the book was Cron's ability to say up front that the anecdotes and conversations he'd write about were obviously in the spirit of what happened, and not perfect historical accounts. This is life. I can hardly tell you in exact factual detail how an event I witnessed an hour ago went down, let alone one from my childhood. But I can tell you the truth of how I remember it. In a world that tries so hard to remember - or worse yet: create - the factuality of events past, what we really have are warped shadows of what happened, or again, worse yet: a truth full of lies, which is no truth at all.
Truth is hardly about facts. So don't let the facts get in the way of the truth. No...really. Don't. (Just to be clear, I don't mean that facts and truth are totally unrelated or mutually exclusive. And facts serve the truth. But when it comes to faith and life, the truth does not serve facts or historicity.)
So I really appreciated the way Cron approached his own life story.
I've often looked at the memory of an event in my childhood and wondered what might have "really" happened. In the end, it doesn't matter, because I grew up thinking it happened one way and my life has been profoundly shaped by that thinking. The realization that things can be so often (mis-)remembered in this way - at least in terms of fact - hopefully causes us to be gentle in how we respond to the words, stories, and remembrances of others. And so, the media, politics, and the brutality of scientific fact...these things often make me weep.
Cron is indeed a wonderful story-teller. A whole chapter on jumping into water likely sounds like a boring endeavor. But I couldn't put it down. Cron's memoirs are a wonderful picture of the spanish proverb: "Caminante, no hay camino, se hace camino al andar."
Traveller, there is no road.
The path is made by walking.
Pam MacArthur
I have a netbook as well as an android smart phone with Amazon's Kindle app. I like to read at night before I go to sleep or if I wake up in the middle of the night and have difficulty going back to sleep. My smart phone app comes in handy when my wife and I go shopping and she wants to try something on or I am waiting for an appointment such as at a doctor's office.
With this book, I found myself going back a reading a passage again because it was thought provoking or insightful. This book takes the reader thru the rites of passage of a young man who had an alcoholic father and the difficulties of being this man's son while growing up.
Why not a 5? I reserve a 5 for the "out of the park" products.
"This is neither a simple memoir of hurt endured, nor a tidy story of reconciliation and resolution. It is - rather like Augustine's Confessions - a testimony to the unfinished business of grace." - The Archbishop of Canterbury
"Ian Cron has the gift of making his human journey a parable for all of our journeys. Read this profound book and be well fed, and freed." - Fr. Richard Rohr
I am an ordinary guy who, like Ian Cron, has found myself to be "out of true" at times. The author borrows this term from the guy at Gene's bicycle shop in Greenwich, CT. "When the tire rim is bent or one of its spokes is missing or damaged, the wheel no longer spins straight, or true. It goes cockeyed and wobbly, and if it's bad enough, riding on it becomes impossible." The definition served as an epiphany of sorts for young Ian, "That was it. I felt out of true." This book is a fascinating and gritty account of one man's journey toward Truth.
Although the direct circumstances of our upbringing could not be more different, the emotional journey, the experiences, the relationships (both familial and social) resonated very closely with me page after page. As a master communicator and skillful wordsmith, Mr. Cron gives voice to that which is ineffable to so many others. The courage that is demonstrated in sharing his own experiences so transparently emboldens the reader to look deeply into the mirror and dare to see a story waiting to be told.
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Ian's father was at times a Hollywood big shot, a businessman, an undercover CIA agent. But most significantly for this book, he was an alcoholic. And it was that which blighted Cron's childhood from a very early stage. As one of his chapter heading quotes puts it:
"Alcoholism isn't a spectator sport. Eventually the whole family gets to play. (Joyce Rebeta-Burditt)"
And he asks near the start:
"Home is a place where you grow up wanting to leave, and grow old wanting to get back to." That's what John Edward Pearce said. But what if your childhood was a train wreck? (p3)
Ian Cron's upbringing is tragically not an uncommon one. But his ability to write of it in poetic, inspiring and, at times, devastatingly funny, prose, is very uncommon - and despite its painful subject, I could not put it down. Occasionally, too, I was moved to tears, as with this most arresting of descriptions, referring to the anguish of having primarily negative feelings about his father:
"These kinds of experiences are not biodegradable. They float in the reservoir of memory forever." (p94)
CHANGE IS POSSIBLE
Gradually, but surely, through mundane events and friendships, God is at work, rescuing him from his past. The fact that he is not enslaved to that past when he so easily could have been (he found himself accelerating towards alcoholism himself as a young man) is evidence of a personal revolution of truly miraculous proportions. For he is all too aware of what he missed out on, as this poignant passage articulates so well:
"Frederick Buechner once wrote, "The grace of God means something like: here is your life. You might have never been, but you are because the party wouldn't have been complete without you."
To see delight in your father's eyes is to see his believe that the party of life would be a bust without you. He may not know it, but from the moment he first glimpses his baby boy's head crowning in the delivery room, a father makes a vow that with stumbling determination, he will try to get a few of these things right. Boys without fathers, or boys with fathers who for whatever reason keep their love undisclosed, begin life without a center of gravity. They float like astronauts in space, hoping to find ballast and a patch of earth where they can plant their feet and make a life. Many of us who live without these gifts that only a father can bestow go through life banging from guardrail to guardrail, trying to determine why our fathers kept their love nameless, as if ashamed.
We know each other when we meet." (p47)
GOD AT WORK
Of course, this does not mean he has found God easy to believe in, let alone trust. He writes very powerfully of his early understanding of Protestants having empty crosses in their churches (in contrast to the Catholic crucifixes of his childhood), suggesting that "the cross was empty because there was no Saviour to put up there. There was no God who loved me or my father or anyone else so much that he died for us." (p142)
But different experiences led him to doubt that despair. The most moving parts of this story come when other people help him. An elderly African American woman, or the youth leaders at Young life, or the wise words of a spiritual director/counsellor. God is at work through so many of these conversations. But the standout for me was his teenage contemporary who had the guts to say that his drinking habit was turning him more and more into his dad.
"I stopped breathing. I stared at Tyler and he at me. A gust of January wind put its shoulder to the side of the barn and tried to push it down. Instead, it found a crack in a beam and settled for making it whistle. There was no other sound - until I bowed my head and cried.
There are acts of love so subtle and delicate that the sweep of their beauty goes unseen. I know of none more miraculous and brave than that of a seventeen-year-old boy coming to his friend's side to take his tear-soaked face to his breast." (p162)
Now, I did not find myself always on the same page theologically as Cron. I do not share anything like his eucharistic focus, for example (a running theme through the book). But that didn't matter. Because this is a memoir which (more than almost any other I've read) manages to convey a sense of progress despite (and sometimes because of) pain. It is about God's redemptive power to erode despair, to free slaves and above all, to change lives. And it is something that all of us, whether in ministry or not, will do well to remember. For none of us is the finished article. We all carry baggage and blind spots. So after describing some of the psychological gymnastics he has to endure as a result of his deep insecurities, he...
"confessed this nutty practice to my spiritual director. He smiled, put his arm around my shoulder, and said, "I never trust a man without a limp." God bless him." (p27)
God bless him indeed. It gives the rest of us, his fellow-limpers, hope.