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Here I Am: The Story of Tim Hetherington, War Photographer Kindle Edition

4.5 4.5 out of 5 stars 111 ratings

“Not only does Huffman bring Tim back to life . . . but he also leads us through some of the most harrowing combat of our generation” (Sebastian Junger, New York Times–bestselling author of Tribe).
 
Tim Hetherington (1970–2011) was one of the world’s most distinguished and dedicated photojournalists, whose career was tragically cut short when he died in a mortar blast while covering the Libyan Civil War. Someone far less interested in professional glory than revealing to the world the realities of people living in extremely difficult circumstances, Hetherington nonetheless won many awards for his war reporting, and was nominated for an Academy Award for his critically acclaimed documentary,
Restrepo.
 
In
Here I Am, Alan Huffman tells Hetherington’s life story, and through it analyses, what it means to be a war reporter in the twenty-first century. Huffman recounts the camerman’s life from his first interest in photography and war reporting, through his critical role in reporting the Liberian Civil War, to his tragic death in Libya. Huffman also traces Hetherington’s photographic milestones, from his iconic and prize-winning pictures of Liberian children, to the celebrated portraits of sleeping US soldiers in Afghanistan.
 
“A powerfully written biography . . . This is poignant imagery and metaphor for the entire body of this extraordinary artist and humanist’s life.” —
The Huffington Post
 
“Huffman excels at heightening the drama, depicting the rapid-fire action and constant danger of working among soldiers and guerrillas engaged in battle.” —
The Boston Globe
 
“Huffman vividly chronicles the short life of a man drawn to danger zones to capture the horrors of modern warfare.” —
Los Angeles Times
 
“Celebrate[s] Tim Hetherington’s life . . . Recount[s] his last days in Libya in excruciating detail.” —
Time
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In April 2011, Hetherington, 40, was killed in a mortar attack while covering the Arab Spring uprising in Misrata, Libya. Hetherington, likely best known for codirecting the Academy Award–nominated documentary Restrepo, about the Afghanistan war, spent eight years as a war photographer covering conflicts from Africa to South Asia. But, as Huffman documents, Hetherington went way beyond photographing the carnage and violence of war to detail the lives of the people affected. He tended to immerse himself in the local life and culture, covering a school choir of blind children in Sierra Leone and spending three years helping the UN track down human-rights criminals in Liberia. Oxford-educated Hetherington used photos, videos, and written narratives to chronicle the lives of people in war-torn areas. Huffman details the life of a man who wasn’t satisfied to record images but wanted to understand the causes behind the war, the histories of conflict, and the individuals—many, adolescents—caught in the horror and drama of war. Through Hetherington’s extraordinary life, Huffman explores a dangerous profession and how one man pursued it with his own personal twist. --Vanessa Bush

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“I don’t think I fully understood how brave my good friend Tim Hetherington was until reading these pages. Not only does Huffman bring Tim back to life – his brilliant work, his extraordinary vision – but he also leads us through some of the most harrowing combat of our generation. His description of the siege of Misrata should be read by anyone who imagines they understand war – or courage, or fear. For all my time as a war reporter, I don't think I fully understood those things until reading Huffman's incredible book.”—Sebastian Junger

“[Huffman] investigates not only the significant life of his subject, whom he admires greatly, but also the craft of the war photographer and the tensions and contradictions involved . . . Huffman excels at heightening the drama, depicting the rapid-fire action and constant danger of working among soldiers and guerrillas engaged in battle.”—
The Boston Globe

“Huffman looks at what it means to be a war reporter in the 21st century through the lens of the iconic Hetherington’s life, looking at his early work—prize-winning photographs of Liberian children—to his Oscar-nominated documentary “Restrepo” . . . to the mortar blast in Libya that cut his life short.”—
New York Post (Required Reading)

“[
Here I Am] captures the unflinching life of war photographer Tim Hetherington. . . . Huffman re-creates the suspense of battle, the tension between competing photographers who, by nature, are judgmental of one another’s approach to depicting war; he builds detailed characters of Libyan ambulance drivers, fighters, and commanders as successfully as he depicts the contentious clique of photographers.”—Lynsey Addario, Daily Beast

“Huffman vividly chronicles the short life of a man drawn to danger zones to capture the horrors of modern warfare.”—
Los Angeles Times

“A powerfully written biography . . . titled Here I Am in reference to a moment that Hetherington finds himself in his own viewfinder, reflected back in a mirror. This is poignant imagery and metaphor for the entire body of this extraordinary artist and humanist’s life.”—
Huffington Post

“Celebrate[s] Tim Hetherington’s life . . . recount[s] his last days in Libya in excruciating detail.”—
TIME

“Huffman takes readers into the midst of some dangerous and gruesome battle zones that Hetherington recorded. The book is part biography and part war chronicle, but it is also a skillfully constructed eulogy, in which Huffman allows many of Hetherington’s friends and colleagues to reminisce about a fallen comrade. . . . By deftly combining such personal memories with vivid descriptions of battle zones, Huffman makes
Here I Am a must-read as a uniquely constructed memoriam.”—Winnipeg Free Press

“Huffman recounts Hetherington’s career in chapters that expand on the many conflicts the photographer covered: The Liberian civil war; the genocide in Sudan. . . the American occupation of Afghanistan. . . and succeeds in immersing us in Hetherington’s daily reality while in conflict zones. . . . Many excellent interviews with friends and colleagues add a personal dimension to the photographer’s extraordinary life.”—
The Columbia Journalism Review

“The biographer wanted closure not only for himself and his book, but also for Hetherington’s loved ones—and especially for future war photojournalists who would look back and look up to Hetherington. . . . A tribute. Fortunately for readers, though, it is not undiluted hagiography.”—
Cleveland Plain Dealer

“Huffman recounts the career arc of British-born and -educated Hetherington while simultaneously providing insights into the mentality of war photographers during the past century. . . . A first-rate biographical portrait that also deserves accolades for its insights into the minds of adventure-seeking photographers.”—
Kirkus Reviews

“Huffman’s biography crackles with the authenticity of his own experiences in Liberia and interviews with Hetherington and his colleagues . . . An in-depth, intense chronicle.”—
Shelf Awareness

“Compelling . . . Huffman details Hetherington’s early career, friendships, and experiences with rebels in Africa, and influences and aesthetic struggles. . . and offers perspectives from firsthand sources to unveil the heroism and errors of his final days.”—
Publishers Weekly

“From American journalist Alan Huffman comes
Here I Am. . . a biography about the photojournalist famous for his iconic photos of U.S. soldiers in Afghanistan, who was killed in 2011 by a mortar blast during the Libyan civil war.”—Quill & Quire (Spring Preview 2013)

“Huffman details the life of a man who wasn’t satisfied to record images but wanted to understand the causes behind the war, the histories of conflict, and the individuals—many, adolescents—caught in the horror and drama of war. Through Hetherington’s extraordinary life, Huffman explores a dangerous profession and how one man pursued it with his own personal twist.”—
Booklist

“A tale worth telling, a look into a world of violence and chaos few could understand.”—
The Jackson Clarion-Ledger

“[Huffman is] at his riveting best in his description of the battle for Misrata, which puts the reader as close as most of us ever want to get to the absolute hell of chaotic urban war.”—
Pasatiempo

“I was happy to see news of a book about Hetherington; I was even happier that Huffman was writing it. The man can write. . . . Huffman could have written a fine book about war, but in Here I Am he’s done something a little more complicated—he’s captured and communicated how Tim Hetherington saw war.”—
Lemuria Bookstore Blog

Product details

  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B009UNAEQ8
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Grove Press; Reprint edition (March 12, 2013)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ March 12, 2013
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 4833 KB
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 258 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.5 4.5 out of 5 stars 111 ratings

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Alan Huffman
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Alan Huffman is known for chronicling epic sagas that have slipped through the cracks of history, such as his 2004 nonfiction book Mississippi in Africa, which explores two parallel universes: The U.S. state of Mississippi and a largely forgotten freed-slave colony by the same name on the west coast of Africa. The book's backdrop is sweeping -- it spans two continents and two centuries, yet Huffman brings the story to life through engaging and thoughtful portraits of characters ranging from a 19th century Mississippi slaveholder who abhorred slavery to a contemporary Liberian man grappling with his nation's civil war, the causes of which were rooted in the conflicts of the old American South.

Ten Point, Huffman's first book, likewise tells a personal tale against a historical backdrop. Through his grandmother's poignant and revealing photographs, the book illustrates the final days of the wilderness of the Mississippi Delta, the setting for William Faulkner's short story The Bear. Sultana, released in 2010, follows three young soldiers through a remarkable series of survival challenges during and after the American Civil War, including their capture and imprisonment, culminating with their surviving the worst maritime disaster in American history.

We're with Nobody, co-authored with Michael Rejebian, is a quirky romp through the contemporary American political landscape, focusing on Huffman's and Rejebian's 18 years as opposition researchers, during which they roamed the U.S. in a succession of cheap rental cars, getting the goods on candidates from presidential appointments and congressional representatives down to local school board members.

Huffman's newest book (Grove-Atlantic in March 2013) is Here I Am, the story of war photographer Tim Hetherington, who covered conflicts from the West African nation of Liberia to Sierra Leone, Darfur, Nigeria, Afghanistan and Libya. Hetherington, whose artistic eye and focus on revealing the lives of his subjects set him apart from other conflict photographers, was nominated for an Academy Award (with codirector Sebastian Junger) for the documentary film Restrepo. He was killed in Libya, alongside photographer Chris Hondros, on April 20, 2011, while covering that nation's revolution.

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Reviewed in the United States on March 4, 2013
Photographer, Documentarian (Restrepo, Darfur Bleeds), Author Timothy Alistair Telemachus Hetherington: in his 41st year of life struck down by a mortar shell in Misrata, amidst the rising Arab Spring, and a life cut so deeply short in its courage, passion, focus, and humanity. This biographical sketch draws the reader into much more than Hetherington's life, and yet the man himself as a beacon of sincere exploration and commitment, outrageous courage, to the good of all, and the unique story in each human being's life. We look into the window of the most extreme and unthinkable frontline situations as we watch Tim and his colleagues risk their lives to capture the reality of war. We see Tim's heartfelt interest in all human beings and his contagious smile and interest in others' lives. And then the inexplicable and tragic last moments of his journey on this earth, filled with the stumbling inefficiency of a war shredded town and hospital bare of the most basic abilities to resuscitate those with potentially salvageable wounds. This human being to me was on a mission for us all--perhaps in discovering himself as well--to illuminate unbiased the raw truth of this world and its wars. He provided a mirror so crystal clear that afforded no lie--spoken or unspoken--to skew the inhumanity of humankind on itself. In his quiet moments he may have ruminated a bit as to whether we'd get over ourselves and this strange need to decimate ourselves and pawn sides on one another. In his heart was a turmoil from the divine truth that streamed through him elementally and thru his camera: a truth of coming to a sense of ourselves--individually and collectively--and making an honest decision based on the mirror provided us through the lens. I lost someone tragically whose spirit was not unlike Tim's and send my love and prayers to his family and friends, as well as his beloved partner Idil. This book is not only well worth the reading for the account it provides of a life lived extraordinarily, but for the collective mirror it provides us in asking ourselves who we are, and where we want to go with our life on this sacred planet. RestrepoLong Story Bit by Bit: Liberia RetoldTim Hetherington: Infidel
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Reviewed in the United States on May 17, 2014
I read this book for a college course I am taking. We were asked to read a biography about an individual in our intended field of study, and as I am a wanabe future photojournalist I chose this book. There are other books and media mentioned in this book such as Diary, Restrepo, and his hard to find and expensive book on Liberia. If you truly want to learn about this amazing journalist I highly suggest watching/ reading all other pieces that Tim has had a part in producing. Even if you don't care about Tim (you're wrong if you don't) the media is highly worth watching. HBO also has another documentary on his life that is quite interesting.

And now for the title of this review. That is only a slight exaggeration. I am a film shooter, and it was so amazing to read about Tim's view on photojournalism and his use of film in his documentary of the world's people. I have been inspired to work on a project of my own this summer, and never have I been more excited about being a journalist.

Just a great read, and highly recommended.
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Reviewed in the United States on June 10, 2013
Alan Huffman focuses on Tim Hetheringtons motivation and purpose in shooting conflicts, not on the perceived glamour and gung-ho of this dangerous occupation. Well written, thougt provoking and insightful on why any sane person would enter armed conflict with nothing but imaging gear between himself and death.
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Reviewed in the United States on July 5, 2013
Tim Hetherington was so much more than a war photographer. Tim had a good heart and a compassion often missing in those whose job it is to venture into danger and report. Sadly, Tim did not survive his final journey into war and the world has suffered much as a result of its loss. This great book chronicles Tim's life and serves as a great memorial to one who tried to be honest in telling the story of war. Tim's photos will survive. his great portraits of those ensnared in conflict will continue to provide pathos and inspiration. This book helps to establish the back story. It is a fine tribute to his memory and to our collective loss.
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Reviewed in the United States on December 17, 2018
Book showed up and is used, a used library book. Didn’t see that anywhere in the description...
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Reviewed in the United States on March 28, 2014
What a remarkable man was Tim Hetherington. I admired his work from seeing Restrepo which he did with Sebastian Junger. Quite an enlightening and truthful movie. I think journalists like he was are heroic and very much appreciate them sharing the truth of things with us. I have his book "Infidel" also and it is a keeper. So sorry he met his end the way he did but he was doing what he loved. So glad for this book which tells about him as a man. Aloha.
Reviewed in the United States on September 18, 2013
profound, inspiring, gripping tragic life and death of a most intriguing individual. a human being. a human doing. engrossed with the world at a deep personal level, this man managed to touch each person he met and leave them with a distinct impression. 'tim was here'.

grappling with the symbiotic nature of photojournalism and war, he just kept going into the 'lion's den'. sometimes capturing the most intimate of scenes that become survivor's memories- the cause of that thousand yard stare.
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Reviewed in the United States on November 20, 2015
Mostly, Alan Huffman stays on task of illustrating the man and his environment, but occasionally goes further afield. I am a frequent reader of books on the topic of conflict documentation and believe this to be one of the best out there.
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菅井ぎん
5.0 out of 5 stars 感謝しています
Reviewed in Japan on October 20, 2016
予定の配送日を10日過ぎても届かないため、販売元に連絡を入れました。
迅速かつ丁寧な対応をして頂き、こちらもしばらく待っていたのですが、どこかで紛失してしまったようです。
すると、販売元から後送分の本をすぐに送って来られました。
大変よい業者さんです。また利用させて頂きたいです。商品の状態もよかったです。ありがとうございました。
Mauro
5.0 out of 5 stars Grandioso
Reviewed in Italy on April 18, 2015
Grande opera !! Ben fatto !! Rapporto qualità/prezzo competitivo rispetto a quanto, se si è fortunati, si può trovare in libreria
Anderp2013
5.0 out of 5 stars What a life
Reviewed in Canada on August 23, 2013
The life Tim Hetherington lived was an amazing one. I would highly recommend this book to anyone interested in global conflicts and the journalists who cover it.
Mr. K. RJ Graham
5.0 out of 5 stars Excellent
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on November 19, 2013
Excellent account of TIm Hetherington's short and tragic life. Huffman takes you there so you can smell the cordite, experience the terror and share the brothers-in-arms comradery. Up there with the best
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Reviewed in the United Kingdom on January 24, 2020
Great Xmas present
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