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Cherophobia: A Romance Kindle Edition
"We’re just shadows of ourselves. The real us lie beneath the darkness that covers our souls..."
John Murray, a bright young college student burdened by his tragic past, fails to find neither love nor success when he falls into a deep depression, social anxiety and crushed hopes of selling his new software program.
Things take a drastic turn when he meets June waters; a high spirited indie musician who challenges John’s deeply held beliefs about life and happiness. As they form an unlikely friendship, June takes his new friend on a trip to LA, where his path crosses with Isabell McKinley, a victim of past abuse, family loss and homelessness; an empathetic soul desperately searching for salvation.
Both of their lives change after meeting each other’s, and when they think they’re finally overcoming their traumas, their past starts haunting them back and seeking revenge. On their journey, they learn that they’re all connected in some ways, and that everything in life is just a small part of a puzzle, whose pieces finally come together and form the bigger picture, in which there are really no coincidences.
Cherophobia: Can you suffer so much that you’re afraid to ever feel happy again!?
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateMarch 10, 2017
- File size2233 KB
Editorial Reviews
From the Author
"Cherophobia" in short is an accumulation of all the human feelings I have been carrying in my heart, and heavily inspired by reality. Through this book, I intend to convey a heartfelt message to everyone who's suffering out there, and to tell them, that in spite of how dark it might seem like, there will always be a beacon of light.
All in all, I'd like to sincerely thank each and every one of you for taking time to read my work which I have put a tremendous physical and emotional effort into. And I truly hope from all my heart that you'll appreciate it and get the message I worked so hard to convey.
Ismail...
From the Inside Flap
The fear of being happy or the fear of the general feeling of happiness. A person who's cherophobic might feel guilty about feeling happy thinking they don't deserve to be so and soon after become depressed. Or, they might avoid happiness and things that might make them happy in the first place due to the intense fear of something bad happening afterwards. These people could seem completely normal land living perfectly normal lives but they usually avoid hanging out with friends and or doing fun activities where they might become happy.
About the Author
Product details
- ASIN : B06XK3H97L
- Publisher : Ismail M Taher publications. (March 10, 2017)
- Publication date : March 10, 2017
- Language : English
- File size : 2233 KB
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Sticky notes : On Kindle Scribe
- Print length : 402 pages
- Best Sellers Rank: #4,109,514 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #3,964 in Literary Sagas
- #6,991 in Psychological Literary Fiction
- #14,290 in Drama & Plays (Kindle Store)
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About the author
Ismail is a novelist, author, blogger and entrepreneur from Cairo, Egypt. Since his childhood, Ismail has been described as an introverted and empathetic old soul, who liked to challenge the status quo and dared to ask the big questions. At the age of 18, he decided to drop out of medical school to pursue his passion of studying business. He published his first novel "Cherophobia" in 2017, currently running The Happiness Times self-help blog, and working on many future fiction and non-fiction books. Ismail's interests range from reading, traveling, movies, to politics, economics and global affairs. He's aspiring to be an internationally acclaimed author, an Academy award winning screenwriter, a successful business person, and a world traveler. His main goal with his writing, both fiction and nonfiction, is to help people better their lives, and spread awareness on many topics like mental health.
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Cherophobia starts off with a different style than I'm used to. It struck me more as "telling" than "showing," but this is a case where breaking the rules works. It put me, as the reader, in a similar position as the characters, feeling outside of everything and almost disconnected, while keeping me engaged enough to continue turning the page. I think it helps the reader understand the characters better by putting them in the character's shoes.
As I continued, I got into the story a bit more and stopped noticing as much. I became captivated with trying to find connections, which once again put me in the character's shoes.
June was probably my favorite character. He's the epitome of an optimist and a good role model, especially when you learn his backstory. He's someone I'd want to be friends with. Everyone needs a June.
I also really like the cover. It remind me of hope in the darkness. It was fitting for the story.
What really struck me the most was most, if not all, the characters already escaped the situations that caused their descent into darkness. The story is not about escaping the abuse or tragedy, but trying to survive afterwards. I really appreciated Taher writing about what Mr. Sherman explains as "the champions." I've heard it referred to as a couple different titles, including "Phoenix" by author Barbara Lieberman. I enjoyed seeing this topic in yet another book as it's not a stage in the healing process that is often discussed.
As someone who is dealing with my own mental health and as someone who knows people who have experienced similar situations as described in the book, I'm interested in finding out how much was based on personal experience. There are times I could relate and other times that sounded a little too dramatic for my liking. I think Taher got the point across without some of the other descriptors. Of course, some of the situations Taher describes I could relate to, if not on a personal level than at least relate to someone I know. Making something sound more dramatic than need be could be a way to drive the point home to someone not quite so familiar with these topics. However, I could see how it could put some people off who are going through and dealing with the same things the characters are dealing with.
While June, for example, felt fleshed out, certain other characters, especially secondary minor characters like the therapists felt more cookie-cutter. That in itself could be seen as a clever technique by the writer, though. I felt like the main character got more out of his interactions from June and Mr. Sherman than he did from the therapist.
Over all, I enjoyed the book and think others will as well! I enjoyed the connections and the way Taher tied it all up at the end. It reminded me of those movies, like Love Actually, where all these mini stories have a string running through them and connecting them. I look forward to Taher's next book.
Ok let me start this by saying I really enjoyed the main couple. This book talks about serious mental health issues and I thought it was beautiful how they where able to handle their mental issues like trauma and depression by being a support system for one another and relying on the people around them. That is why I am giving this 3 stars.
So on to my other thoughts.
The writing style felt very forced, and the characters speech just felt very.... odd. I felt like the words where trying to be deep and emotional and inspiring, but it was trying to hard that it just felt flat. Everything was overly descriptive I felt like it took away from the story because it was just too distracting. And it just felt very unrealistic, especially because the ending was just so, rushed (the ending should have been more analyzed instead tbh)
As for the actual story, the begging was so confusing and frustrating, I felt like random sad people where just being thrown at me and I was losing all my will to continue because it just seemed all over the place and I wanted to DNF it so many times. But rest assured, keep at it and it will all come together. The links between the characters are tied up very nicely, it just takes some time.
Like I said this book deals with mental health issues, so it may be a dark read for some of you so read with caution if you are easily triggered by mental illnesses, rape, sexual assault, cutting, suicide and so on (these things weren't overly described, but still be cautious). This book has some very nice/motivational moments, so just take your time, and if you must, take breaks while reading it
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I did have two quotes I like the most in the whole book:
“It’s true. We’re just shadows of ourselves. The real us lies beneath the darkness that cover our souls,”
And also
"We go through bad times. I mean, very bad ones, grimy if I can say, but nonetheless, those times are what toughen us. Those times are what bring out the very best in us, and those times actually make us who we are,”