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The Shame: A Novel Kindle Edition

4.2 4.2 out of 5 stars 84 ratings

A “startlingly original” novel of “recursive loops through the mind of a woman who is breaking down from not making the art she absolutely must make” (Alexander Chee, Paris Review).

Alma and her family live close to the land, raising chickens and sheep. While her husband works at a nearby college, she stays home with their young children, cleans, searches for secondhand goods online, and reads books by the women writers she adores. Then, one night, she abruptly leaves it all behind—speeding through the darkness, away from their Vermont homestead, bound for New York.

In a series of flashbacks, Alma reveals the circumstances and choices that led to this moment: the joys and claustrophobia of their remote life; her fears and uncertainties about motherhood; the painfully awkward faculty dinners; her feelings of loneliness and failure; and her growing fascination with Celeste, a mysterious ceramicist and self-loving doppelgänger who becomes an obsession for Alma.

A fable both blistering and surreal,
The Shame is a propulsive, funny, and thought-provoking debut about a woman in isolation, whose mind—fueled by capitalism, motherhood, and the search for meaningful art—attempts to betray her.

A Harvard Review Favorite Book of 2020, Selected by Miciah Bay Gault
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Editorial Reviews

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“[A] swift and sensual debut . . . Goodman’s sentences pulse, they are alive, with the mess and ambivalence and artistic ambition and desire for more that saturates Alma’s mind as it asks, with fear: Is this all? Is this enough?”Boston Globe

“The Shame is a delicious, important moral corrective of a novel for our moment of performance, obsessive witnessing, and self-doubt, written in gripping and beautiful prose. Goodman draws a dark and suspenseful tale out of the feelings of envy women have for one another, fanned in this moment of high capitalism―a shame many of us know and feel, that reading this novel somehow helps disperse.”―Sheila Heti, author of Motherhood

“Goodman writes with blazing clarity and admirable wit about the joys and sorrows of raising children. Her depiction of the longing, self-loathing, and quiet rage that accompanies sidelined ambition is brilliantly complex.”
―Jenny Offill, author of Weather

“The Shame is startlingly original. . . . Part of its pleasure is in the construction―the recursive loops through the mind of a woman who is breaking down from not making the art she absolutely must make. . . . More importantly, this is a novel about how you can feel driven to take risks that don’t matter in order to avoid taking the risks that do matter.”―Alexander Chee, Paris Review

"A sharp, poetic debut . . . Shame and self-loathing have found an honest, witty, and absolutely relatable ride in
The Shame." ―The Millions

“Goodman’s writing is lush and propulsive, creating a compact world like a fast-moving car in the night. . . . As in [Sheila] Heti’s work, here the material reality of Alma’s life is fodder for continual revelations about the traps of capitalism, motherhood, and meaning.”
Guernica

"Unsettling, smart, perceptive . . . [
The Shame] is about personhood, marriage, motherhood, rural life, instagram life. V v good." ―Emma Straub, author of All Adults Here, on Twitter

“This cutting, furious, funny novel stays with me. It follows a woman on the verge of a significant decision, and takes on so much―art, envy, animal tales and storytelling, market and money, dignity and doubt, motherhood.”
―Megha Majumdar, author of A Burning, on Twitter

"
The Shame is about what it means to build a life in a world increasingly governed by contradiction, striving to be both ethically and personally fulfilled. There are no easy answers to be found within these pages, but there is something heartening nonetheless about Goodman's brilliant embrace of the questions themselves." ―The Arkansas International

“The Shame is a wickedly smart, wry, raw interrogation of one mother’s choices. In sentences packed with wit and insight, Goodman’s entrancing debut explores the envy and self-doubt that come with selecting one sort of life over another. The reader shares the narrator’s desperate curiosity about how her madcap adventure will end.”―Helen Phillips, author of The Need

“The Shame allowed me to forget my life, forget my name, and when I looked up, and was in my life again, I looked at it through a refreshed, deeper, and more creative, more imaginative lens.”―Chloe Caldwell, Electric Literature

“Very funny and gutting.”
―Lauren Groff, author of Florida, on Twitter

“A slender, one-long-afternoon-at-the-shore read.”
―Rumaan Alam, author of Leave the World Behind, in New York Magazine

“Pastoral, precise and lyrical.”
Seven Days

“I was entranced by
The Shame. . . . You will enjoy it too!”―Emily Gould, author of Perfect Tunes, on Twitter

“A stay-at-home mother pulls up stakes and leaves her family in the middle of the night in this gripping, brief novel. Has Alma simply tired of the homesteading life, or is there something more to her decision to run? The Shame traces through this mystery with poise, leaving readers raw, nonetheless.”
―Bustle, “August’s Most Anticipated Books”

“How to endure, how to escape, how to allow for a separate life within the mess of living the one you are in. These are the questions that make this not just a book about motherhood, but of relationships to people, the earth and the stranglehold of capitalism . . . A book for any woman that has ever felt captive in any aspect of life.”
―Literary Hub, “Eight Books You Should Read This August”

"I'm generally a slow reader, but I devoured Makenna Goodman's incisive debut novel,
The Shame, over the course of a couple days. In exquisitely composed sentences . . . The Shame illustrates the struggle of making art in the time of late capitalism and the isolation of at-home caregiving, among other themes. Goodman's book profoundly moved me." ―The Rumpus

“Alma’s reckless fantasy, of complete domestic abandonment, speaks volumes about the emotional and physical labor of homestead motherhood. Goodman's debut, an engrossing page-turner, is equal parts psychological case study and searing commentary of parenting and capitalism.”
Booklist

“Goodman devastatingly charts Alma’s anxieties about being a good-enough mother, a good-enough spouse to take to cocktails and dinner with colleagues, a good-enough advocate of all the trendy issues, including climate change and gun control, public versus private schools, organic versus micronutrient-dense foods. The tension builds, pushing Alma to plan her escape, but her journey forces her to face reality outside the filters afforded by social media. An intimate, compelling portrait of a woman under psychological tension.”
Kirkus

“Goodman riffs on middle-class motherhood angst in her probing debut. Those who feel like they’re losing themselves in the daily grind will appreciate Alma's escape fantasy.”―
Publishers Weekly

"Everyone should pick up
The Shame by Makenna Goodman. The language, wow, but also the searing truths." ―Chelsea Bieker, author of Godshot, on Twitter

“A haunting, unsettling story of motherhood, marriage, capitalism, making a life (and a living), and the nature of relationships.”―
Book Riot, “9 Great Books About Motherhood to Add to Your TBR Pile”

“The Shame is the brooding story of a mother torn between the realities of the isolated rural life she's made with her family and the fulfilling life she thought she’d have. . . . Readers will be able to see themselves in her flaws, her good intentions and the spaces in between.”―Shelf Awareness

"Goodman manages to create a character who is desperate, imaginative, and lost, evoking an image of motherhood that is Elena Ferrante-adjacent in its subtle rage and self-doubt . . .
The Shame feels ultra-relevant in its interrogation of the contemporary female psyche and the pressures of marriage, motherhood, and career." ―News @ Wesleyan

“The Shame impresses one with its intelligence and artistry. What goes on inside a woman remains the new frontier.”―Susan Minot, author of Evening

“A scarifying portrayal of a particular female madness. Keep your eye on Makenna Goodman―a writer of original voice and genuine talent.”―
April Smith, author of A Star for Mrs. Blake

“We begin as Alma, our narrator, flees her two young children, husband, and pastoral life in the Vermont countryside, heading for New York City. From there, Goodman’s daring first novel examines what led up to this moment, and how even an existence that many people of my generation believe is the ‘Ideal Life,’ of motherhood, of living off the land, of ethical consumption, a life of intention, is still not without its limitations. It’s necessary work, a novel that felt like a distant relative of the all-time great novel
Revolutionary Road. The Shame is as exacting and defiant, and at times, as existentially gutting. I loved it.”―Adlai Yeomans, White Whale Bookstore

“The Shame is a unique and compelling story about ambition and motherhood, set within pastoral Vermont. It follows Alma, a wife and mother who lives an idyllic life raising chickens and making maple syrup. She spends her days caring for her two children and her nights attending faculty dinners with her professor husband, until she decides to leave it all behind. Goodman explores the pleasures and pitfalls of rural life and the complicated obligations of marriage and motherhood in this impressive and exciting debut.”―Ruby Smith, Three Lives Bookstore

“The Shame is a brilliant look at what it means to be a woman in the world right now. In captivating, witty prose, Goodman writes of the beauty and challenges of rural living, how motherhood and art sometimes collide, and of the insidious ways that technology can infiltrate a life. I adored this fierce, impressive debut!”―Shari Altman, Literary North

“Although the novel is slim, Goodman sustains a whipcrack of tension throughout until the unstoppable climax, which has a surreptitious feel to it, as if the author is testing the reader: come on, you’d do it too. Neatly written and gilded with stunning lines,
The Shame is an unblushing proposal of what lies beneath the observer and the observed, the nuclear family, the tranquil smile of a housewife’s face as she slowly gives pieces of herself away every day. A contemporary fairy tale with a warning.”―Aimee Keeble, Main Street Books

“A novel about motherhood, marriage, and the shifting, elliptical nature of desire,
The Shame considers the notion of escape in our modern age with exhilarating verve.”―Wesley Minter, Third Place Books

“In Goodman’s slim novel, the voice of Alma rings clear. She’s grappling with the insecurities faced when you find yourself taking stock of your life, seeing how you measure up, a pastime indulged in by many a woman, many a mother. She wants to be the type of woman who makes the best pie, or teaches creative lessons to her children on walks through the woods, and to that end, she strives. The flow of consciousness style lends itself to her unraveling and winding back up.”―
Jenny Lyons, The Vermont Book Shop

“The blurbs from Sheila Heti, Jenny Offill, and Helen Phillips are perfect, because any fans of those writers will become a fan of Makenna Goodman after reading
The Shame. Alma’s voice is clear [and] compelling, and the conflict between society’s expectations and her lived experience as a mother and wife will surely resonate.”―Emilie Sommer, East City Bookshop

"This book is funny, dark, existential and incredibly smart. It follows a woman struggling to manage social isolation while grappling with her identity as an artist and the expectations of motherhood in a capitalistic society." ―
Julie Malian, Bellwoods Books

About the Author

Makenna Goodman lives and works in Vermont. The Shame is her first novel.

Product details

  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B08BLNX4W7
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Milkweed Editions (August 11, 2020)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ August 11, 2020
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 1401 KB
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 153 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.2 4.2 out of 5 stars 84 ratings

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Makenna Goodman is the author of a novel The Shame, which was named a Harvard Review Favorite Book of 2020, a White Review Recommended Read, a Refinery29 Best New Book, a Literary Hub Recommended Read, a Bustle Most Anticipated Book, a Boston.com Book Club Pick, and more.

She has written for the New York Review of Books, the Los Angeles Review of Books, Electric Literature, Literary Hub, Catapult, Harvard Review, the White Review, and BOMB, and has been interviewed in the Paris Review, Guernica, The Rumpus, and Commonplace Podcast.

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Reviewed in the United States on September 24, 2020
I think this made me so anxious because the writer wrote this out as if taken from parts of my life. No I've never stalked anyone, or actually driven away from my home with no intent on coming back, but it definitely touched on feelings of inadequacy, second-guessing, 'female roles,' consequences of being a homemaker with an intellectual mind, feelings of there being 'more' for you out there. It brought up feelings in me that I didn't expect, which made me want to stop reading, not because the writing isn't brilliant.....but because I saw myself in this book. I was very satisfied with the ending as well. The whole book was the climax for me, coming from a more anxious perspective
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Reviewed in the United States on May 15, 2021
If you're looking for a plot, this is not the book for you. However, if you enjoy good character writing, something very different, and a peek inside a young mother's motivations and conscience, then I suggest you read The Shame.
Reviewed in the United States on July 13, 2021
Yes, this was a shorter novel as novels go, but that doesn't mean it was in any way lacking in depth and poignancy. I loved the protagonist Alma because she's honest, self-deprecating, smart, observant, at times wacko, and certainly multidimensional. I enjoyed Goodman's descriptions of rural Vermont and Alma's homelife, daily machinations and fantasies and inner turmoil.
Reviewed in the United States on August 18, 2020
Alma made clear choices for good reasons and now she questions them all.
Makenna Goodman nails the habitual self criticism of women and how it is magnified by commercialism and social media. The book is so rich that when I finished reading it I immediately began to re-read it!
I loved The Shame and am still smiling at the absurdity and pondering the wisdom it presented.

Bette Glenn, Author of Middle School Madness
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Reviewed in the United States on August 29, 2020
"The Shame" is a dark, playful, and surreal journey. I thoroughly enjoyed this provoking tale of isolation and cathexis.
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Reviewed in the United States on March 19, 2023
Beautifully written… funny… smart and cathartic This story was one that most women in this day and age would relate to. Yet the story is also a timeless one. A short but deep, moving and meaningful book. Oh and I could not put it down! A must read!!
Reviewed in the United States on December 13, 2020
It's rare a piece offers so much accessible, relatable material for a homesteading, social-workin' mama. The struggles with capitalism...how to exist outside of it, a goal completely impossible in the U.S. right now, were such an important layer to this read. Goodman captures both the deliciousness of mothering and the struggles that come with doing it in isolation. This is taken even further in a homesteading environment, where we have entered a very confused state of wanting to fulfill our reciprocal role of existing as a part of the land and yet be overwhelmed by our limited capacity to do it all, alone. So many times I've sat in a summer garden, bewildered at both the abundance of food and "weeds." The part about processing a chicken...using an animal's carcass to save frostbitten hands - you saw me!!! So many layers here. I got the baby to bed, put aside my graduate coursework, and curled up for some late-night reading. So sad when it finished, especially in COVID times where human connection is so sparse. I asked all my buddies to read it so we could suss it apart together.
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Reviewed in the United States on November 9, 2020
I loved this book. It held me from beginning to end. I completely related to and understood the main character and the constancy her inner struggle to find peace within herself. The transparency that the author conveys moves the narrative along with a steady beat. It is as though you are the best friend of the main character, sitting next to her at the kitchen table or riding along with her in the car as she does her errands and tells you everything that's going on. And you love her so much, you want her to tell you more. And she does.
This book is replete with abundant humor, stark honesty, heartbreaking turns and revelations as the main character searches for a connection and flow to her inner truth. On this journey, Makenna Goodman addresses deep and important social issues that we face today. A very worthy read.
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