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Unspeakable: Surviving My Childhood and Finding My Voice Hardcover – November 1, 2022

by Jessica Willis Fisher (Author)
4.8 4.8 out of 5 stars 1,164 ratings
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Using the written word as her witness statement, Jessica Willis Fisher gives a lacerating portrait of a girl finding her voice after years of being silenced and an unforgettable story of risk and faith.

Growing up the eldest daughter in a large, highly controlled, fundamentalist Christian household, Jessica Willis was groomed to perform, and to conform to her father's disturbing and chaotic teachings. Cut off from anything unapproved by her father, Jessica was persistently curious about the outside world, always wondering what was normal or potentially dangerous about her upbringing.

When the Willis family rocketed into fame after their appearances on multiple televised talent competitions in 2014, Jessica and her family landed their own reality TV show and toured across the globe, singing and dancing for millions. The world loved this beautiful family of kids; young and vivacious, the Willis's presented themselves to be extraordinary and happy. But the older and wiser Jessica got, the more she had to face that what was going on behind closed doors would forever be escalating.

In this elegant, harrowing story of the manipulation and codependency that defines abusive family relationships, Jessica Willis Fisher lets us see the formative moments of her childhood through her eyes. Fisher's haunting coming-of-age memoir captures the beauty and ugliness of a young woman finding her way—filled with longing, fear, confusion, secrecy, and most importantly, hope for the future.

Unspeakable: Surviving My Childhood and Finding My Voice shares:

  • An unflinching look at the manipulation and codependency that defines abusive family relationships
  • The formative moments of Jessica's childhood through her eyes
  • An unforgettable story of courage and strength

Beautifully written and monumental in its bravery, Fisher's story is proof that we can all become so much more that the things that happen to us.

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''Unspeakable is a book that should be read, especially by girls and women who may think that they will forever be defined by the things that happen to them (spoiler alert: It won't if you don't let it). . .This book will change lives, I have no doubt.'' -- BookTrib

'In this wrenching debut memoir, singer-songwriter Fisher recounts the 'mental, emotional, spiritual' as well as brutal physical and sexual abuse she suffered at the hands of her father, Toby Willis. . . It's a painful story, but it's bravely told, for herself and 'other little invisible girls and boys.'' -- Publishers Weekly

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Jessica Willis Fisher is a singer/songwriter, performing artist, and author who believes that sharing our stories with one another will change the world. Growing up the eldest daughter in a toxic and abusive household, she performed with her family band The Willis Clan until her departure in 2016 at the age of 23. Her first book, Unspeakable, narrates her harrowing struggle to both articulate her childhood experiences and find her true voice on the other side of emotional, physical, and sexual abuse. A passionate advocate for survivors, Jessica lives in Nashville, TN with her husband, Sean Fisher.

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  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Thomas Nelson (November 1, 2022)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Hardcover ‏ : ‎ 352 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 1400332907
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-1400332908
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 1.1 pounds
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 6.28 x 1.14 x 9.3 inches
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Jessica Willis Fisher is a singer/songwriter, performing artist, speaker, and author who believes that sharing our stories with one another will change the world. Growing up the eldest daughter in a controlling and abusive household, she performed with her family band, The Willis Clan, until her departure in 2016 at the age of 23. Her first book, Unspeakable, narrates her harrowing struggle to both articulate her childhood experience and find her true voice on the other side of emotional, physical, and sexual abuse. A passionate advocate for survivors, Jessica lives in Nashville, TN.

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I can’t even figure out what to say about this book. How does one summarize? Heartbreaking. Unfathomable. Horrifying. Some things slightly familiar to me. Unspeakable. Freedom. Victory. Speakable.Elsewhere than the book, I heard her say, “Trauma feels so big, and you feel so small and the day that clicks over and it’s not who you are, it’s something that happened to you, that’s a huge shift.”As hard as it often is to hear someone’s story, if they’re willing to share it with you, listen (or read). I know some things are just so hard to listen to.. BECAUSE THEY ARE HARD!! But to allow someone to share is to allow them to continue peeling back layers of shame, embarrassment and wounding. It also furthers healing.God bless Jessica Willis Fisher for speaking her truth.Buy the book!
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5.0 out of 5 stars Powerful writing- as if you’re walking with the author
Reviewed in the United States on October 25, 2023
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Incredible and intricate crafting of the author’s experiences of life behind the curtain. Her insight is shared along the narrative of her journey in a way that allows you to follow the same sequence of mental shifts she had as she grew. It’s as if you’re watching her from within her mind. Excellent descriptions of interpersonal relationships and the factors that contributed to her experience growing up and those that have made her the person she is today. Unflinching honest and told with a purity that can minister to both those who have shared experiences and others who may not, but both will leave with an expanded understanding that is someway or another creates a personal connection, even if at simply the level of being human in this existence. Brave work.
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bothlionandlamb
5.0 out of 5 stars A must read
Reviewed in the United States on September 20, 2023
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I don't usually rate books, but I went to give this 5 stars as soon as I finished reading it last night. It then took me until today to find any words to go with it. I didn't know who Jessica or the Willis clan were, but she was mentioned in a review of Jill Duggar's book. I bought Unspeakable on Kindle and read for hours until I finished it. I only stopped to watch the family's America's Got Talent on Youtube, which made me cry. They were such a beautiful, amazingly talented group of kids that any father should have cherished, treasured and protected. I can't believe how much hurt he caused them instead. Her story was so beautifully written, so compelling, and yet with such an important message about two things I care deeply about- how religion and the Bible are used to condone things Jesus would have condemned (he said you would be better to be drowned than to hurt a child) and how you can recover from childhood trauma. I have been listening to the author speak on different YouTube videos today and she said, "Trauma feels so big and you feel so small, and the day that clicks over and you realize it is something that happened to you and not who you are, it's a huge shift." Jessica, I am so glad you found your freedom and your voice. I will be supporting your charity and doing all I can personally as well to help bring healing to other girls and women.
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csmithkaylor
5.0 out of 5 stars Unspeakable has much to say
Reviewed in the United States on August 9, 2023
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This book is a triumph of the spirit. Beautifully written and heartbreakingly honest it is, without doubt, one of the best memoirs I’ve ever read. I couldn’t put it down and when I finished, I wanted there to be more. I hope Jessica continues to heal and I want to tell her that she is an inspiration to everyone who has endured intense trauma and didn’t think they could survive. She has not only survived but has flourished. Best wishes!
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Amanda Turner
4.0 out of 5 stars 4.5 stars....and here's why.
Reviewed in the United States on March 2, 2024
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After reading this book, I was conflicted. It was extremely well written, without being too graphic and it included trigger warnings-all which were appreciated. It told a story about how strong you can be and breaking generations of trauma.
Now, on to where I have a problem....
I don't usually have a problem with survivor stories. They keep me from feeling by myself, and help in my healing.
But I cannot agree with a few things. Willis-Fisher states "I hope my children learn how important it is to forgive and forget.... Trying to get justice hurts the victim more."

Excuse me? Justice brings closure to SURVIVORS so they can heal.

"Things have to be kept secret, not for other people, but for themselves."

Keeping secrets only keeps your abuser safe. When you tell, that person has lost their power. I wouldn't go screaming to everyone that I was abused.... I'd only tell trusted people. Telling a person who has just been through this, or who is starting therapy to keep secrets....not smart.

And then, there's the blurb.
"She is a passionate advocate for survivors."

She tells the person reading that if they are being abused, to seek out local resources...yet fails to list the number for RAINN (Rape Abuse Incest National Network)- which is a national number - not stopping to think of people who don't know how to seek out local resources(1-800-656-HOPE. They'll connect you to local resources if need be).

This book was well written overall, and I applaud the author on her resilience and healing.
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5.0 out of 5 stars Brave
Reviewed in the United States on April 28, 2024
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This young lady is extremely brave. I admire her strength. What she went through was horrible. I did find the hard parts difficult to read but I knew I had to push through it to understand what she went through. She is a beautiful, bright and strong young lady who has a wonderful future ahead of her. She will be a tremendous help to those going through things similar to what she did. I do pray she will find a Church home that she feels comfortable in and know that not every Church is like the one she grew up in. Unfortunately there are bad people everywhere. In our school, churches etc. I always say the devil sits on the front pew waiting to devour. Don't let him win. Thank you Jessica for telling your story to help others. It's is something that is not talked about and should be. I pray this will give others a voice.
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Lape
5.0 out of 5 stars Sad yet empowering story
Reviewed in Canada on May 1, 2024
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I was reading with tears at times her incredible journey. I remembered watching the show on TLC and when Jair was talking about the band and whether Jessica would stay or chose to go on her own. At the times, I thought it was a strange thing to say but now I understand what was going on. Jessica tells her story well and honestly. I thank her for sharing.
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Soph
5.0 out of 5 stars This is hard and detailed but needs to be shared
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on March 19, 2023
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This book. It is hard to read but my goodness does it make you see what goes on as a child trying to be good enough and go to heaven... The bible tells you it is ok yet it doesn't feel. This hit me hard. It hit me and it is helping me understand why I was struggling too without knowing why or how. Thank you ever so much for sharing your tough difficult journey in such detail. You are a survivor but you are also helping others through their survivor journey. This is the most incredible book I have ever read. It is hard and painful and so flipping awful and should never of happend. Sending love to all who are struggling. Thank you Jessica.
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DF.
5.0 out of 5 stars Amazing memoir
Reviewed in Germany on December 6, 2022
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The book is beautifully written and the story is told extremely well. It is a tough read, but I think it’s important to hear her story. Jessica’s escape is truly inspiring. I hope the book will also lead to a better understanding of the types of environments which can contribute to abuse and how we can prevent it in the future.
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Trevor Fehr
5.0 out of 5 stars this book is urgent, necessary reading
Reviewed in Canada on December 19, 2022
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Thank you for being brave, Jessica and showing how the abuser controlled, twisted and damned an entire family so he remained untouchable for so long. There’s a sickness and curse that you broke by being honest and real. I think every reader’s heart will be touched to prayerfully considering to be like Sean, giving a book -this book - to someone whose situation seems “off.” The things explained are a stage light shone on the ways of darkness which steals, kills and destroys. Beautiful writing and excellent in every way. - Margaret Fehr
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Kristin Pardy
5.0 out of 5 stars exceptional story telling
Reviewed in Canada on April 1, 2023
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Couldn’t put it down. Watched the family on television for years and to read what was actually happening behind the cameras is mind blowing. Jessica: you are strong, brave and courageous. Thank you for telling your story. <3
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