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We Disappear: A Novel Kindle Edition

4.2 4.2 out of 5 stars 70 ratings

We Disappear is a mystery concerning the identity of a teenage boy and the people he draws into his web of half-truths. . . . It’s not hyperbole to suggest that We Disappear is the eeriest Kansas-set story since Truman Capote’s In Cold Blood." — Chicago Sun-Times

A dark and compelling novel of addiction, obsession, love, and family from the acclaimed author of Mysterious Skin

The body of a teenage boy is discovered in a Kansas field. The murder haunts Donna—a recent widow battling cancer—calling forth troubling details from long-suppressed memories of her past. Hoping to discover more about "disappeared" people, she turns to her son, Scott, who is fighting demons of his own. Addicted to methamphetamines and sleeping pills, Scott is barely holding on—though the chance to help his mother in her strange and desperate search holds out a slim promise of some small salvation.

But what he finds is a boy named Otis handcuffed in a secret basement room, and the questions that arise seem too disturbing even to contemplate. With his mother's health rapidly deteriorating, Scott must surrender to his own obsession, and unravel Otis's unsettling connections to other missing teens . . . and, ultimately, to himself.

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Editorial Reviews

From Publishers Weekly

Strange and luminous, this fascinating psychological thriller from Heim (In Awe) tackles questions of identity, illness and trauma. Scott, a writer and drug addict, travels back to Kansas from New York City at the request of his ill mother, Donna, who's become obsessed with missing children. Scott soon finds out that Donna believes she was kidnapped in her youth by an elderly couple who eventually returned her unharmed. This experience has led her to an odd alliance with a boy who leaves candy on Donna's front porch. When Donna becomes too ill to continue research for a supposed book on disappeared children, Scott, with help from a friend of Donna's, goes on the road for answers. Taut and beautifully clear, the writing at times recalls that of Paul Auster, but the plot ends in a place less interesting than where it began. The reader may feel that revealing the mundane truth behind Donna's childhood experiences betrays the essential mystery of all the lost boys and girls described in the novel. (Mar.)
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From Booklist

In his psychologically disturbing third novel, Heim again focuses his obsidian vision on the relentlessly bleak Kansas prairie, where for years children have been disappearing with even greater frequency than they do from New York’s Grand Central Station. It’s a maniacal source of fascination for recently widowed, disease-ravaged Donna, who has created a shrine to the missing children, papering her home and truck with their images, filling scrapbooks with their newspaper clippings. When the corpse of the latest missing teenager is discovered, Donna summons her son Scott home from Manhattan to help her unravel the circumstances of the boy’s disappearance. Arriving to find his mother losing her battle with cancer, Scott, a gay crystal-meth addict, soon realizes that the only thing keeping his mother alive is her obsession—one, she reveals, that began with her own abduction as a child. As Scott gets drawn deeper into his mother’s fixation, the lines between reality and delusion become suspiciously and dangerously obscured. --Carol Haggas

Product details

  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0013TX6LM
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ HarperCollins e-books (October 13, 2009)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ October 13, 2009
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 593 KB
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 322 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.2 4.2 out of 5 stars 70 ratings

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Scott Heim
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I'm the author of the novels MYSTERIOUS SKIN (1995); IN AWE (1997), and WE DISAPPEAR (2008), all from HarperCollins / HarperPerennial.

MYSTERIOUS SKIN was made into a 2005 film, directed by Gregg Araki and starring Joseph Gordon-Levitt, Brady Corbet, Michelle Trachtenberg, Mary Lynn Rajskub, and Elizabeth Shue.

Since I'm a longtime music fanatic, I've recently been focusing on editing a series of e-books called THE FIRST TIME I HEARD series, where noted musicians and writers tell their first-person stories of hearing an iconic band or artist for the first time. THE FIRST TIME I HEARD JOY DIVISION / NEW ORDER was the lead book in the series, and installments that followed (or are forthcoming) include books on Cocteau Twins, David Bowie, The Smiths, Kate Bush, Abba, My Bloody Valentine, Kraftwerk, The Pixies, Roxy Music, R.E.M., and more. http://www.facebook.com/TheFirstTimeIHeard

I was born and raised in various small towns in the center of Kansas. I went to the University of Kansas in Lawrence, and moved to New York City in 1991 to get my MFA degree at Columbia University. After 11 years in New York, I moved to Boston in 2002, and that's where I'm currently living.

My personal website is www.scottheim.com, and I have a weblog at www.heim.etherweave.com/weblog.

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Reviewed in the United States on June 9, 2010
Scott Heim's We Disappear is another book that's been on my list and on my bookshelf for quite some time to read. I picked it up as an intro to my summer vacation since it was just under 300 pages, but finished it a week later before vacation even got started. I just couldn't put it down.

The storyline is a bit of a heartfelt family saga with some mystery tossed in. Scott, a meth addict living in New York, returns to hometown Kansas to care for his dying mother who has cancer. Mom is obsessed, and has been for a long time, with missing children cases, creating scrap books and plastering her walls with newspaper columns and photos. She wants Scott to help her interview people about missing children while pretending that they are collecting information for a book. However, his mother's real intent is to solve a mystery from her own past before the cancer causes her to "disappear," while also continuing her strange obsession. This may all sound a bit bizarre but Heim plays out the storyline in a very natural matter-of-fact way making it not seem as odd as it probably sounds on the back of the book or in my description here.

Another integral part that makes this such a good book is Heim's true talent for the written word. There were numerous passages and descriptions that were just haunting and beautiful. His metaphors are fresh and raw and he really digs under the skin of his characters to expose their fragility. Yes, they may sound crazy, high, drunk, stoned, or insane, and maybe they are. But the Kansas setting and the natural tone to their language makes them seem like the neighbors next door, or even nearby relatives. This is the first of Heim's books I've read, and I definitely want more.

The "mystery" aspect of the story and Scott's mom's background did keep me guessing for a while, but comes to a guessable and neat ending that may keep you questioning, but in the end, it is what it is. It at least makes you think and does give you some peace of mind. But the true genius here is how the author really breathed life into his characters, so much that I'm still thinking about them even though I finished the last page days ago. This is definitely a book I'll be suggesting to others for months to come, but my frayed copy is staying with me and not getting loaned out. I love a "good" book that stays with me long after I've finished it, both physically and emotionally, and this is one worth keeping!
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Reviewed in the United States on March 5, 2015
The use of commas and the sentence structure in the beginning of the book was actually kind of frustrating and choppy to read. Some people I've confided in about this said that the author had done this intentionally to elicit a certain emotion from the reader, but I'm not sure if it did anything for me other than make me put the book down for the first few weeks after I got it. Maybe I'm just stuck up, but I really didn't care for the way the book was written.

Eventually picking it back up, I found that Scott Heim once again delivers and eccentric and beautiful, true to life story about human beings. The strength of this story definitely lies in the plot and rising action. My opinion is that the plot and storyline is actually extremely creative and touching, especially when you consider that Scott was inspired to write this after the death of his mother. The brief personal monologue at the end of the story really helped give me perspective on the author, and I can see why he's so well recognized. I'll definitely be picking up more Scott Heim when I get a chance.

It was a good story that helped me get through a very tough time in my life, so thanks again Scott.
Reviewed in the United States on April 26, 2008
This novel, the third from Scott Heim, is expertly crafted and emotionally wrenching. It follows Scott, a meth-addicted freelance writer of textbooks, his mother Donna, dying from lymphoma and Dolores, a cancer survivor and Donna's "best friend in the whole world."

The other reviews go into detail regarding the plot of the novel, so I won't go into that here. I will only say that Mr. Heim's prose is brilliantly conceived, his characters real and affecting, the dialogue crisp and sure and the overall tone and mood of the book sure to hook the reader and provide a profound emotional experience.

Mr. Heim has always written beautiful prose to his disturbing, thought-provoking novels. With WE DISAPPEAR, he has taken his writing to a new level, providing deep, rich layers of characterization and plot and placing them into a very real-world context that is impossible to shrug off. This is, without a doubt, his most accessible novel to date and I hope with the very deepest of sincerity that he will continue to write, publish and gift the world with his imagination. There is a reason why Scott Heim is one of my favorite authors. He consistently gives his readers intelligent, real characters, and is never afraid to let them be who they are, regardless of how difficult it might be to stay with them. That honesty, that fearlessness, makes Mr. Heim a truly GREAT and gifted author.
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Reviewed in the United States on April 25, 2024
I liked Mysterious Skin and learned the author also wrote this book. It is ok but story has a lot of similarities to mysterious skin, so much in fact I wouldn’t recommend reading one right after the other.
Reviewed in the United States on July 20, 2008
"We Disappear" is a lovely and haunting novel. It is a compelling portrait of drug addiction and the relationship between a mother and her grown son set within a mystery centered on old family secrets. I found it gripping from the first to last page. Anyone who read "Mysterious Skin", or saw the movie based on that novel, may find it even more interesting, as in some ways it seemed a continuation of that story. Highly recommended!
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Reviewed in the United States on May 23, 2019
4.5

I loved this beautuful story! A story of love between a mother and son. A story of addiction and cancer. A best friends love. All of the characters are flawed and real. Hard to put down book!
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Reviewed in the United States on July 11, 2021
Scott Heim grew up in Hutchinson, Kansas, and I love the stories he sets there, as I am from the area.
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Reviewed in the United States on August 13, 2010
I could really relate to the character since I just lost my father from lung cancer 3 weeks ago. I knew this person had lost someone to cancer. The same thoughts were there. I enjoyed the book very much even though it was hard for me to read since it was too close to my Dad's passing. I thought it was a good read.

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Patricia Alberte
4.0 out of 5 stars Un roman captivant
Reviewed in France on October 12, 2009
Un livre très émouvant qui raconte l'histoire d'un gars accro au crystal meth, qui partage avec sa mère une obsession pour les enfants disparus. Il quitte NY pour son Kansas natal, pour être près de sa mère en train de mourir d'un cancer. Malgré les thèmes assez lourds (enfants disparus, drogue, cancer), le livre n'est pas pesant. Le ton est très juste et l'histoire est captivante.
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