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A Little Life: A Novel Kindle Edition

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NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER • A stunning “portrait of the enduring grace of friendship” (NPR) about the families we are born into, and those that we make for ourselves. A masterful depiction of love in the twenty-first century.

NATIONAL BOOK AWARD FINALIST MAN BOOKER PRIZE FINALIST WINNER OF THE KIRKUS PRIZE

A Little Life follows four college classmates—broke, adrift, and buoyed only by their friendship and ambition—as they move to New York in search of fame and fortune. While their relationships, which are tinged by addiction, success, and pride, deepen over the decades, the men are held together by their devotion to the brilliant, enigmatic Jude, a man scarred by an unspeakable childhood trauma. A hymn to brotherly bonds and a masterful depiction of love in the twenty-first century, Hanya Yanagihara’s stunning novel is about the families we are born into, and those that we make for ourselves.
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“Astonishing.” —
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“Deeply moving. . . . A wrenching portrait of the enduring grace of friendship.” —NPR
 
“Elemental, irreducible.” —
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“Hypnotic. . . . An intimate, operatic friendship between four men.” —
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 “Capacious and consuming. . . . Immersive.” —
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“Beautiful.” —
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“Exquisite. . . . It’s not hyperbole to call this novel a masterwork—if anything that word is simply just too little for it.” —
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“Remarkable. . . . An epic study of trauma and friendship written with such intelligence and depth of perception that it will be one of the benchmarks against which all other novels that broach those subjects (and they are legion) will be measured. . . .
A Little Life announces [Yanagihara] as a major American novelist.” —The Wall Street Journal

“Utterly gripping. Wonderfully romantic and sometimes harrowing,
A Little Life kept me reading late into the night, night after night.” —Edmund White

“Spellbinding . . . . An exquisitely written, complex triumph.” —
O, The Oprah Magazine
 
“Drawn in extraordinary detail by incantatory prose. . . . Affecting and transcendent.” —
The Washington Post

“[
A Little Life] lands with a real sense of occasion: the arrival of a major new voice in fiction. . . . Yanagihara’s achievement has less to do with size . . . than with the breadth and depth of its considerable power, which speaks not to the indomitability of the spirit, but to the fragility of the self.” —Vogue

“Exquisite. . . . The book shifts from a generational portrait to something darker and more tender: an examination of the depths of human cruelty, counterbalanced by the restorative powers of friendship.” —
The New Yorker

“A book unlike any other. . . .
A Little Life asks serious questions about humanism and euthanasia and psychiatry and any number of the partis pris of modern western life. . . . A devastating read that will leave your heart, like the Grinch’s, a few sizes larger.” —The Guardian

“Exceedingly good.” —
Newsweek

A Little Life is unlike anything else out there. Over the top, beyond the pale and quite simply unforgettable.” —The Independent

“Piercing. . . . [Yanagihara is] an author with the talent to interrogate the basest and most beautiful extremes of human behaviour with sustained, bruising intensity.” —
The Times Literary Supplement

“A brave novel. . . . Impressive and moving.” —
Literary Review

“Enthralling and completely immersive. . . . Stunning.” —
Daily News

About the Author

Hanya Yanagihara is the author of The People in the Trees. She lives in New York City.

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  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Anchor (March 10, 2015)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ March 10, 2015
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 1.6 MB
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It's probably been 2 months since I finished this book and of course it's taking me a while to do this review. Just to give you a little background about myself. If you do not know me I am a mental health specialist and I am also a speaker and I speak about mental health and suicide prevention. The reasons I am so passionate mental is because I have attempted suicide three times in my life. Twice as a teenager and once as an adult, so the premise of this book really hit home for me. I know what it feels like when you feel like suicide is the only option. I don't know how to recommend this book to anyone because I don't. This is probably by far one of the best books I've ever read in my life and it's going to be the only book that I have given five stars, that I'm never going to recommend to anyone. I highly suggest you check and double check the trigger warnings and know what you can take. PLEASE check the trigger warnings on this book. This book is extremely heavy. I literally think about this book every day. This is literally the first book where I wanted to fight all the characters, every single one of them. I'm literally saying this is the worst book I've ever read and one of the best books I've ever read. It's crazy, it's crazy I know!!!!!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on March 25, 2020
    I’ll be blunt upfront. A LITTLE LIFE (2015) by Hanya Yanagihara is the most soul-wrenching novel I have perhaps ever read. In the novel Yanagihara follows in minute detail the lives of four men who become friends, “a clique,” in college and continue to be close into their late fifties. JB Marion begins his work life as a “receptionist at a small but influential magazine based in SoHo that covered the downtown art scene,” with ambitions to become an artist. Fatherless since he was three, JB is of Haitian descent, tends toward being overweight, and is gay. Willem Ragnarsson, handsome and “liked by everyone” starts out as a waiter, but has his eye set on becoming a professional actor on stage and screen. In ways, Malcolm Irvine is the outlier of the group, still living at home with his parents who are a couple of mixed-race. He is wealthy and determined to become an architect. Malcolm appears to be oblivious of his appeal to others, even naïve, somewhat confused about his sexuality, and unmindful of his financial situation although generous to his friends and others when they are in need. At the core of the four friends is Jude St. Francis who holds the group together—not so much by what he does even though he is considerably bright, loyal, and hard-working, as well as determined to become a prosecutor, but because his friends care about him and Jude has needs. Parentless and with a mysterious past all of which he never speaks about and never having “a girlfriend or a boyfriend,” Jude has trouble with his legs and is frequently in pain. Although he never complains nor asks for help, his friends are very aware of his situation and go out of their way to assist Jude in as tactful of a manner as possible.

    Mainly set in New York City, as A LITTLE LIFE unfolds, Yanagihara brings into the fold other characters of importance including a doctor, Andy Contractor, and a former law professor, Harold Stein and his wife Judy, all of whom play important roles in in the novel, as well as a host of minor characters. It is, however, the four friends who remain central to the story, especially Jude and Willem, roommates in college and who remain the closest of the friends. The bulk of Yanagihara’s novel is told in chronicle order, but as the novel progresses, there are more flashbacks and memories, some of which get repeated with added detail as they surface, most of them revolving around Jude who becomes more and more the novel’s central character.

    When thinking about tragic characters in prose fiction, no one comes my mind as being more tragic than Jude Fawley from Thomas Hardy’s JUDE THE OBSCURE (1894/1895) which may be the motivation for the author’s name for her main character—Jude, “the patron saint of lost causes.” Although readers soon come to the realization Jude is a physically and emotionally scarred individual, Yanagihara’s revelations about the details of Jude’s history are painfully slow in coming—mirroring the complexity and rawness of those very memories which haunt and torment Jude. They are memories which have shaped, or rather distorted, his life. In one flashback the author reveals twenty-five years in the past, Ana, Jude's now deceased “first and only social worker” warning Jude during a hospital stay, “…you have to talk about these things while they’re fresh. Or you’ll never talk about them… and it’s going to fester inside you, and you’re always going to think you’re to blame. You’ll be wrong, of course, but you’ll always think it.”

    There are relatively few highs in Jude’s life and when they occur, the reader is bound to find them tearful moments of joy. The increasingly close friendship between Jude and Willem with both of them at the zenith of their careers is complex—filled paradoxically with the bounty which human relationships can contain along with enormous peril. Unfortunately, most of Jude’s life is a series of unrelenting, dreadful, terrifying, shattering lows and betrayals accompanied by self-destructive impulses which become worse and worse, adding to a man’s already burdensome childhood, youth, and life-long post-traumatic stress. Jude’s is a portrait of suffering beyond comprehension and the brutal perpetrators of his torments throughout his life are the epitome of unfathomable, monstrous human behavior.

    Thus, A LITTLE LIFE does not make for easy reading. It is emotionally jolting and at the same time riveting. So vivid are Yanagihara’s expose of the quartet of characters, the reader becomes one with them, making it a quintet. The author’s characters are real to life, the dialogue is vivid and genuine, and the quality of the writing as well as the tone of the novel is unswerving. Although Yanagihara’s central characters meet with sometimes staggering personal and professional successes, there are also failures and tragedies, both past and present, and always a dire cloud which encircles them all, especially Jude. Due to her immense and encompassing narrative skills, readers will eventually brace themselves so that whenever a horrifying revelation is made about Jude’s secret past or his present, there is likely worse to come.

    A narrative trick Yanagihara pulls a little over a quarter of the way into the novel and again at the half-way point, moving from an omniscient narrator to what clearly is a first person although not readily identifiable narrator, is bound to strike the reader as both curious and possibly even portentous. It is left up to the reader to recognize and interpret for themselves the meaning of the author’s temporary changes in point of view. She does the same switch near the book’s conclusion which eventually brings the work to its shocking climax and even more emotionally numbing, traumatic end.

    Clearly, A LITTLE LIFE is not for everyone. even though the novel is a modern masterpiece of writing and prose fiction and a work which will haunt the reader for a long time. The most resilient reader may very likely find there are times when they simply must close the book and exit the bleakness of the world Yanagihara creates before picking the book up again. Others may discover there are times when they simply want to throw the book across the room. Some readers may find the book impossible to finish because it is so emotionally draining. Regardless of the reader’s reaction to the novel, A LITTLE LIFE is an incredible accomplishment and a work which haunt the reader for a long time.

    [NOTES: (1) A LITTLE LIFE has recently been declared one of “The 20 Best Novels of the Decade” by Emily Temple for The Literary Hub on December 23, 2019. (2) The book’s cover photo is from a series of photos taken in the 1960s by Peter Hujar. The photo is titled “Orgasmic Man.” The photo is purposefully ambiguous. Is the man depicted experiencing joy or pain? (3) A stage adaptation of A LITTLE LIFE ran in Amsterdam in 2018 and 2019 with limited runs, only, most of which were in Dutch.]
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  • Reviewed in the United States on November 27, 2024
    A Little Life is such an impactful novel—it is a visceral, unflinching exploration of the human condition. From the moment you step into the world of Jude, Willem, Malcolm, and JB, you are swept into a story so raw and consuming. Bearing witness to the profound and often brutal complexities of life, love, and trauma.

    At its core, this book has such an impactful way of creating emotional storytelling. The writing has such intimacy and depth that you feel every ounce of Jude's pain and every rare flicker of his joy. The narrative doesn’t shy away from the darkest corners of humanity—it confronts abuse, self-loathing, and lifelong scars within Jude’s life that leaves with an honesty that is both harrowing and beautiful. The weight of these themes is relentless, but it is precisely this relentlessness that gives the story its power. Jude's relationships—especially his bond with Willem—are the heart of the book, offering a fragile yet radiant hope amidst the despair. These connections especially are written with such tenderness that even in the most devastating moments, there is an aching reminder of the redemptive power of love and friendship.

    The characters are so vividly human, so deeply flawed yet so achingly real, that they stay with you long after you’ve closed the book. I feel that it challenges you and myself to look beyond the surface of pain and see the resilience and complexity of the human spirit.

    This is not an easy book— nor an easy read. I definitely don’t recommend it if you are weak-hearted. (Still i am recovering from the heartache i felt) and I cried, cried and cried like never before (Evident by the tears on the pages) But it is also a testament to the endurance of the human soul, even when burdened by the heaviest of tragedies. For those well equipped enough to face its emotional depths, A Little Life is a literary experience that will change you in ways you never anticipated. It is devastating, transformative, and ultimately unforgettable.
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    Reviewed in the United States on November 27, 2024
    A Little Life is such an impactful novel—it is a visceral, unflinching exploration of the human condition. From the moment you step into the world of Jude, Willem, Malcolm, and JB, you are swept into a story so raw and consuming. Bearing witness to the profound and often brutal complexities of life, love, and trauma.

    At its core, this book has such an impactful way of creating emotional storytelling. The writing has such intimacy and depth that you feel every ounce of Jude's pain and every rare flicker of his joy. The narrative doesn’t shy away from the darkest corners of humanity—it confronts abuse, self-loathing, and lifelong scars within Jude’s life that leaves with an honesty that is both harrowing and beautiful. The weight of these themes is relentless, but it is precisely this relentlessness that gives the story its power. Jude's relationships—especially his bond with Willem—are the heart of the book, offering a fragile yet radiant hope amidst the despair. These connections especially are written with such tenderness that even in the most devastating moments, there is an aching reminder of the redemptive power of love and friendship.

    The characters are so vividly human, so deeply flawed yet so achingly real, that they stay with you long after you’ve closed the book. I feel that it challenges you and myself to look beyond the surface of pain and see the resilience and complexity of the human spirit.

    This is not an easy book— nor an easy read. I definitely don’t recommend it if you are weak-hearted. (Still i am recovering from the heartache i felt) and I cried, cried and cried like never before (Evident by the tears on the pages) But it is also a testament to the endurance of the human soul, even when burdened by the heaviest of tragedies. For those well equipped enough to face its emotional depths, A Little Life is a literary experience that will change you in ways you never anticipated. It is devastating, transformative, and ultimately unforgettable.
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  • Ketan Bhimani
    5.0 out of 5 stars A Heart-Wrenching Journey of Friendship and Trauma
    Reviewed in Canada on October 25, 2024
    A Little Life is an emotionally intense and beautifully written novel that delves deep into the lives of four friends navigating love, loss, and the shadows of their pasts. Hanya Yanagihara’s portrayal of suffering and resilience is both poignant and unforgettable. The characters are so vividly drawn that their joys and heartbreaks feel deeply personal. While the themes can be heavy, the book's exploration of friendship and loyalty is incredibly powerful. Be prepared for an emotional ride, but it’s one that stays with you long after the last page.
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    5.0 out of 5 stars Recomiendo
    Reviewed in Mexico on October 7, 2024
    El libro es muy bueno e leído como 50 páginas y todo muy bien no hubo problemas, y llegó en excelentes condiciones, el envío fue rápido, simplemente una buena compra.
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  • Kethryn
    5.0 out of 5 stars Bom livro
    Reviewed in Brazil on April 22, 2024
    Livro entregue em perfeito estado. Infelizmente, a qualidade é muito inferior se comparada aos livros nacionais. As capas são moles e as folhas lembram papel de jornal. Porém, já comprei ciente disso.
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    Reviewed in Brazil on April 22, 2024
    Livro entregue em perfeito estado. Infelizmente, a qualidade é muito inferior se comparada aos livros nacionais. As capas são moles e as folhas lembram papel de jornal. Porém, já comprei ciente disso.
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  • BW
    5.0 out of 5 stars Tief bewegend!
    Reviewed in Germany on January 9, 2025
    Ich war lange um die Originalfassung herumgeschlichen und ließ sie dann ein paar Jahre bei mir zu Hause liegen, denn ich hatte großen Respekt vor dem Umfang und wollte dieses Buch wirklich in Ruhe lesen. Das habe ich dann im letzten Sommer geschafft - aber die Geschichte hat auch mich geschafft:

    Die Geschichte von Jude ist wirklich herzzerreißend - auch wenn man über den gesamten Roman hinweg immer nur häppchenweise erfährt, was ihm passiert ist, ahnt man es im Grunde schon. Und es ist herzzerreißend zu sehen, wie sehr das nicht nur ihn selbst prägt, sondern über die ganzen Jahre hinweg auch sein gesamtes Umfeld.

    Ich habe mich gefragt, ob dieser Roman auf einer wahren Geschichte beruht - und wenn nicht, ob es wirklich nötig ist, tragische Missbrauchsgeschichten - letztlich zu Unterhaltungszwecken - in diesem Ausmaß zu überzeichnen. Darüber muss ich noch nachdenken.

    Was mich aber wirklich überrascht hat: Im Lauf des Lesens ließ meine Sympathie für Jude bei allem Mitgefühl langsam nach. Und vielleicht unterscheidet das diesen Roman von anderen "schön-tragischen" Geschichten:

    Jude ist so gefangen in seinem Schicksal, dass er auch gegenüber seinen Lieben im Grunde keine echte Empathie mehr aufbringen kann, sondern sich ständig um sich selbst dreht:

    Statt sich z.B. als Anwalt für missbrauchte Kinder einzusetzen, arbeitet er in einer Wirtschaftskanzlei; statt sich ernsthaft für seine Freunde und deren Sorgen zu interessieren, schafft er es nicht, J.B. einen kleinen Fehltritt zu verzeihen (während er sich auf der anderen Seite auf eine lebensgefährliche Affaire mit einem brutalen Choleriker einlässt); statt Willem ziehen zu lassen, schafft er es nicht, sich aus dessen Beziehung mit einer Frau herauszuhalten; als sich abzeichnet, dass sein Arzt sich aus familiären Gründen von ihm verabschieden muss, hat er keinen Raum für dessen Motive, sondern sieht nur seinen eigenen Verlust. Auch am Ende der Geschichte wird das nicht besser - aber hier möchte ich nicht spoilern.

    Sich in J.B. hineinzufühlen, die Motive seines Arztes nachzuvollziehen, andere zu fragen, wie es ihnen geht, ihnen seine eigene Hilfe anzubieten, für sie da zu sein, zu erkennen, dass auch er sie verletzen kann - zu alldem scheint Jude nicht in der Lage.

    Statt dessen sieht und beurteilt er seine Bezugspersonen fast ausschließlich danach, ob sie ihm gut tun, ob sie ihn verletzen, ob er sie braucht oder vielleicht gerade nicht erträgt. Vielleicht ungewollt übt er so eine unglaubliche Macht über seine Lieben aus, deren Leben zunehmend von der ständigen Sorge um sein Wohlbefinden geprägt ist.

    Am Ende ist es ein zum Scheitern verurteilter Kampf um die Rettung eines geliebten Menschen, der im Grunde nicht gerettet werden will.

    Insgesamt ein unglaublich mitreißender Roman - für den man allerdings viel Zeit, gute Nerven und einen freien Kopf mitbringen sollte.

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