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The Road Behind Me: The Lie of Hannah Kindle Edition

3.9 3.9 out of 5 stars 54 ratings

It's been said a man falls in love an average of three times in his life. If that's an accurate assessment, it stands to reason two of those three must end in heartbreak.

Author RjCook had the misfortune of experiencing two of his three heartaches before the age of twenty - both within the same year separated by only a few months. The Road behind Me narrates his story of lost love, a tale of a journey, and a late-in-life epiphany all predicated on a single deception that he lived with for the better part of forty years. This memoir tells how, from the summer of 1974 to the summer of 1975, he traveled from New Jersey to California to escape the pain of a broken heart, only to discover that distance did nothing to diminish his memories.

A true story of the author's failed attempt to create a new life for himself, The Road behind Me shares the adventures he encountered almost a continent away from home. It's a story of growing up and falling in love in suburban New Jersey; of losing love and seeking refuge in the land of milk, honey, and Disney; and of returning home a defeated and forlorn road warrior-all during the time of peace and love, Woodstock, Nixon, and Vietnam.
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"The Road Behind Me is highly recommended" -Reader's Favorite

About the Author

RjCook is an administrator for the online web magazine "hREALITY Land" (hrland.net). He was born and raised in New Jersey, where he currently lives with his wife, Patti. A writer of poetry and short stories, this is his first book.

Product details

  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B01EG4T3U8
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Creativia; 2nd edition (April 17, 2016)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ April 17, 2016
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 1147 KB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 117 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    3.9 3.9 out of 5 stars 54 ratings

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Born just two days before the arrival of summer, RjCook considers himself a child of the sun. Welcomed into a large, expanded family, nevertheless he experienced a lonely childhood. RjCook had questions but no one had answers, he was accused and guiltless, ambitious but thwarted. Life was a challenge to understand, and towards that endeavor he put pen to paper.

Above all else, writing was anathema, but was also healing. A young man thrust into a world tougher than he was found the power of words - combinations on paper he created - to be the motivation to move forward, to succeed. Young ladies were smitten by his poetry, presented as a gift. Fellow musicians (for that was another path he chose) were enamored of his prose used as lyrical accompaniment to their compositions. Employers discovered his gift of clarity in the general text in product descriptions, instructional formats, etc.

But these weren't RjCook's ambitions. He perceived himself as a natural-born story teller, a "bullshitter" his friends called him, so he wrote and wrote, but soon discovered a drawback to this passion: he despised his writing!

While still young he knew his lack of talent would not pay the bills and with his own family to care for he searched for another life's calling. Forklift operator, truck driver, photographer, real estate salesman, advertising, layout artist, telephone company administrator: numerous careers that offered no more than a temporary fix to a wordsmith junkie. In each pursued career path, rising to the top was easy, often too rapid. Each management position, each supervisory role RjCook held would self-destruct, mostly, by his own admission to his own restless ambition.

But there was always the writing. Countless short stories, poems and random, besieged thoughts put to paper, stashed away, never to see the light of day again. He hated his writing, loathed it even. What RjCook heard in his head he could not get from his pen. But wasn't that the idea of good writing? To never accept anything as your best?

Whatever it was supposed to mean was not relevant to his accrimonious disposition. Writing was necessary, it was the opiate of his soul, the thread to his needle. It wasn't until years later his work would find its place in a memoir of his earlier years, and as a monthly column in an online Internet magazine. But it still evoked a bitter pill RjCook swallowed to let others read his work.

It is for his children, his grandchildren, and the Mrs. It is a legacy he will leave behind for them. The reason and the chosen path forward are clear: RjCook needs to write. These days, he finds much of his time engrossed with his monthly column, The Life Around Me, featured in the online magazine hREALITY Land. www.hRLand.net.

Follow me on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/richjcook/ or on Twitter @rjcook52

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3.9 out of 5 stars
3.9 out of 5
54 global ratings

Top reviews from the United States

Reviewed in the United States on December 2, 2019
The book has a fluid rhythm that makes it hard to put down. Bought two more for close friends to read.
Reviewed in the United States on January 8, 2017
not believable---
Reviewed in the United States on August 8, 2014
Very well written book. It's a quick read but is packed with humor, wisdom and heart. I'm a little younger than the author. But I will say he skillfully brings that era to life. I look forward to the next one!
Reviewed in the United States on December 9, 2014
This is a sweet and engaging memoir of RJ Cook's youth; the tangled, mixed feelings of a young man trying to find love and purpose in his life-a a refreshing and enlightening glimpse into the heart and mind of a teenaged boy's "world," something we women hardly ever get to visit. Looking forward to more from this writer.
Reviewed in the United States on January 28, 2017
Loved this book..waiting for next book from RjCook!
Reviewed in the United States on February 8, 2015
Profoundly insightful and beautifully written. A must read.
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Reviewed in the United States on February 4, 2017
ENGROSSING READ
Reviewed in the United States on January 2, 2015
Join in this journey with a man who travels to forget yet longs for the woman of his dreams. An arduous search to find himself in the process during the rapidly changing world of the 1970's. A sweet, poiniant, satisfying read.

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Ana Maria
3.0 out of 5 stars Ordinary story
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on May 18, 2020
I give it 3 stars, is a quick read and very entertaining but somehow I didnt connect with the author, such an ordinary story it could be written by anybody.
A bit unrealistic that after 40 years he is still in love with Hanna
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