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Take Me Out the Back Kindle Edition
“A truly unique and chilling account of a mass killing as seen through the eyes of many.” –Sublime Book Review
A mass shooting in a nursing home rocks a southern Indiana town. The ripple effects afflict emergency workers, the nursing home staff, town officials, and the friends and families of the victims—both immediately and for weeks and months thereafter. Chillingly, those murdered often appear as ghosts, plaguing their family members with dangerous and surprising urges. Will a copycat shooter emerge from among them to kill again?
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"A taut, engrossing and talented debut novel that provides a mosaic of perspectives on a mental health horror story." -IndieReader Approved
"One of the creepiest, most peppery novels I've read in years." -Connie Shakalis, special to the Bloomington Herald-Times
About the Author
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- ASIN : B08B1LV1RX
- Publisher : Black Rose Writing (August 27, 2020)
- Publication date : August 27, 2020
- Language : English
- File size : 555 KB
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 241 pages
- Best Sellers Rank: #2,246,773 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #10,527 in Psychological Fiction (Kindle Store)
- #18,173 in Psychological Thrillers (Kindle Store)
- #18,812 in Murder
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About the author

Carolyn Geduld was raised in New York City, but spent all of her adult life in Bloomington, Indiana as a mental health professional. When she was in her 20s, she wrote book reviews for the Louisville Courier Journal, articles on the arts, and three books: one of these, "Filmguide to 2001," is still available on Amazon.
Between her 20s and her mid-70s, she focused on her mental health career and on raising her children. She did no writing. After her husband's long illness and death, she began writing fiction to heal. Although she did not write a memoir, her reserve of emotions found their way into numerous very dark short stories, many published in literary journals or anthologies, and in her debut novel "Take Me Out The Back."
Her long career in mental health as a trauma therapist gave her insight into how high stress affects individuals, as well as how mass tragedies affect communities. This has been another strong influence on her fiction.
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Customers find the book to be a great read with positive writing style. The suspenseful elements receive mixed reactions, with some finding it grimly fascinating while others note it's not exactly entertainment.
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Customers find the book to be a great read.
"I read quite a lot. I really enjoyed this book...." Read more
"...All in all a very good book." Read more
"...Each character was crazy/interesting. I enjoyed reading this book!" Read more
"...but overall a good read...." Read more
Customers appreciate the writing style of the book.
"...Intriguing storyline with descriptive writing that draws the reader into each scene. Flexible procedures, actions and reactions...." Read more
"...this because I worked in a "skilled nursing facility" I enjoyed her style of writing and the format of switching the voice every chapter...." Read more
"Well written but a little too psychologically intense to be an entertaining read." Read more
Customers have mixed reactions to the suspenseful elements of the book, with some finding it grimly fascinating and drawing them into each scene, while others describe it as not exactly entertainment.
"...It was an unique approach and kept my interest." Read more
"...Rose Writing / Netgalley for the digital copy of this unique psychological thriller...." Read more
"Started out intriguing but became too sick. Ended confusing. Too bad. Could have been great story but then it foundered." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on January 2, 2021I read quite a lot. I really enjoyed this book. I liked how the author took a scenario then chapter by chapter when into each character’s life and how this scenario intertwined with the trajectory. It was an unique approach and kept my interest.
- Reviewed in the United States on October 2, 2020Many thanks to the author / Black Rose Writing / Netgalley for the digital copy of this unique psychological thriller. Read and reviewed voluntarily, opinions expressed here are unbiased and entirely my own.
It starts with a man killing his aging, sick mother. She had always told him ... if I ever get that bad, just take me out back and shoot me. So... that's what he did.
But he continued on a killing spree, killing 10 people who were under hospice care in a nursing home. He then went out back and sat on a bench waiting for the police to show up. When they did, he waved an empty gun at them ... suicide by cop.
This story is not precisely about the murders. It's the story of all those who were affected by what this man did. Each chapter is told by a different person ... family of the deceased, family of the killer, those who worked in the nursing home, first responders, the policeman who killed the shooter, clergy, and friends.... even a budding copy cat killer.
These lives, in one way or another, will never be the same again.
- Reviewed in the United States on October 15, 2020Started out intriguing but became too sick. Ended confusing. Too bad. Could have been great story but then it foundered.
- Reviewed in the United States on October 10, 2020While it was interesting to hear about this incident from various viewpoints I’d have liked to read a little bit more about some of the characters. That being said I felt very sorry for the maintenance man who not only took out his own mother but other unrelated people as well. How he must have been suffering mentally while companies nag to this decision. All in all a very good book.
- Reviewed in the United States on September 24, 2020Trigger warnings for multiple forms of abuse
This cliffhanger is somewhat easy to follow but at times difficult to read due to emotions evoked. No editing errors or drag-you-down drama. There is graphic violence.
Basically it is just a bunch of dysfunctional folks, most through no fault of their own, struggling and failing at life. There are additional cliffhangers of proposed and planned violence.
Intriguing storyline with descriptive writing that draws the reader into each scene. Flexible procedures, actions and reactions. The characters and dialogue are okay.
“Conditions of inequality and historical injustice have given rise to a feeling of hate in the world—a deeply felt hate that cannot easily be overcome with a few good words.”
Ulrich Beck,
German sociologist
No desire to re-read this book. I doubt I will follow this author.
Remember this is my personal opinion and does not reflect on the author.
- Reviewed in the United States on October 5, 2020The mass shooting in the Dementia unit at the nursing home is what ties all of these stories together-but each chapter could stand alone as well.
Each character was crazy/interesting.
I enjoyed reading this book!
- Reviewed in the United States on November 4, 2020I wanted to love this book, with its really unique concept and story trajectory. But the execution just wasn't very good, and it really needed another edit. Punctuation and capitalization were all over the place, to a distracting degree. The author rarely if ever used a contraction, which made it all sound very jerky and robotic. On the prose side, we needed a whole lot more showing and less telling. Most of the chapters ended with no resolution (even implied future resolutions). We don't really get to know any of the characters. It's also very clear, when the book deals with young people, that the author is on the older side. (I also found it a bit silly that every single person in this small town had the most tragic backstory possible, but I'm willing to forgive that--that's kinda the nature of the beast here.)
- Reviewed in the United States on November 16, 2021That’s what my mother called this sort of book. It’s not exactly a novel; more of a lot of different ways of looking at an event, or the ways the same event affected multiple people. There’s no resolution. In fact, for a number of the people the event doesn’t resolve itself at all. It’s interesting to ponder but not something I’d want to re-read.
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- Kindle CustomerReviewed in the United Kingdom on January 8, 2021
1.0 out of 5 stars Confused
I really didn't get this book random unfinished stories is there a sequel if not this is just odd and pointless